i have lost all motivation for school. not that i had any in the first place. but nowadays i can't even be bothered studying for tests anymore. my homework is usually never done at home. it is done in random moments during school - before school, recess, during lessons, lunch, etc. and if i can't finish my homework i just don't finish it. which means a lot of my worksheets are still uncompleted, and probably will be unless the teacher checks files. i have chinese kao cha tomorrow, and guess what, i haven't studied, and guess what, i don't intend to study at all. so i fully intend to fail it.
right now the only subject i like is chem. basically, it's the only lesson during which i don't spend the whole time staring at my watch. and some bio lessons are fun too.
oh, and i tried making coconut ice today. let me tell you something, blue coconut ice does not look nice. it just looks... mouldy. like blue cheese. and the blue food colouring stains everything, so my hands are now blue.
i don't think i'm a very successful cook after all ><
i know i'm blogging rubbish again, but that's only cos i don't want to blog about what i want to blog about. how contradictory -.- the drater should know.
